"Yesterday, I missed the bus to school, so my Muslim Afghani mother dropped me off with her headscarf on. I was scared about what the other kids would think when they saw her, but instead they bombarded me with questions about Islam and seemed fascinated to learn about another culture/religion. Their religious tolerance GMH!"
Sunday, 20 December 2009
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There's a really beautiful freshman in our school who a mentally challenged sophomore boy has a huge crush on. She got asked by at least 10 people to the winter formal dance, but she decided to go with the mentally challenged boy. Beautiful girls who are also beautiful inside GMH.
Saturday, 12 December 2009
Revelations of 2009;
1.I'm proud of being brown and love being a Muslim,and will always stand up for it.
2.My family mean the world to me.
3.I can only trust 3 of my friends.
4.Harry Potter is better than Twishite.
5.Just because something is on the Internet,doesn't mean you gotta follow it.
6.My music consists of unknown people,and I love it like that.
7.The world is controlled by the illuminati.
8.I can only ever debate properly with Maya.
9.There are more sluts in my year than first anticipated.
10.Boys are annoyances.Minus Zac Efron and Eddie Redmayne of course.
11.My schoolwork plays on my mind a lot.
12.I've gotta finish Questions & Answers in 2010!!!
13.Majority of Internet time is spent on MyLifeIsAverage/MyLifeIsDesi and AverageWizard.
14.I love simple things.
15."I don't miss you,I miss who you used to be."
16.Never rush to grow up.
17.My dreams of a Harry Potter loving husband who looks like Zac Efron probably won't come true.
18.Religious talks late at night with my family are amazing.
20.Dressing my little brother in a cardboard box is fun.
21.I'll never give up on Palestine and the Invisible Children.
22.The world is made up of idiots,but never doubt the minority-because they can give you hope.
23.My form are really kind.
24.True love can only be expressed by Harry and Ginny,Ron and Hermione,and Lupin and Tonks.
25.Stephenie Meyer is a pervent.
2.My family mean the world to me.
3.I can only trust 3 of my friends.
4.Harry Potter is better than Twishite.
5.Just because something is on the Internet,doesn't mean you gotta follow it.
6.My music consists of unknown people,and I love it like that.
7.The world is controlled by the illuminati.
8.I can only ever debate properly with Maya.
9.There are more sluts in my year than first anticipated.
10.Boys are annoyances.Minus Zac Efron and Eddie Redmayne of course.
11.My schoolwork plays on my mind a lot.
12.I've gotta finish Questions & Answers in 2010!!!
13.Majority of Internet time is spent on MyLifeIsAverage/MyLifeIsDesi and AverageWizard.
14.I love simple things.
15."I don't miss you,I miss who you used to be."
16.Never rush to grow up.
17.My dreams of a Harry Potter loving husband who looks like Zac Efron probably won't come true.
18.Religious talks late at night with my family are amazing.
20.Dressing my little brother in a cardboard box is fun.
21.I'll never give up on Palestine and the Invisible Children.
22.The world is made up of idiots,but never doubt the minority-because they can give you hope.
23.My form are really kind.
24.True love can only be expressed by Harry and Ginny,Ron and Hermione,and Lupin and Tonks.
25.Stephenie Meyer is a pervent.
Sunday, 6 December 2009
Saturday, 28 November 2009
Peace Poetry Awards Ceremony
Yeah, I told you guys that I got shortlisted out of 400 entries,right?
So we went to the Awards Ceremony with my par4ents and Rabiah,my little sister. We sat in the car for ages since there was so much traffic,and then finally got there.We got a bit lost,but we reached the destination safely.
It looked really posh,so I was a bit self-conscious,but I think everyone was. I realised that we were pretty much the only brown family there.:L But then we saw an Arab family and a black family so it was all good.
I'm aware that a lot of the families were racist,and all of them looked at us weird when we got the seats next to the Lord Mayoress.
They opened the awards ceremony with Tribal dancing which was amazing.Like,it took my breath away.About 7 girls aged 9-17 dancing and 2 older women danced,and it just looked awesome.2 guys did the tribal drums and my dad was itching to get up and have a go.Hahaha.
They wanted us to clap along so we did,but a few racist people didn't.:\ They just sat there.D:
One of the girls looked like Chelsea from Eastenders with Rihanna's haircut! Haha. She was really pretty.
So we went to the Awards Ceremony with my par4ents and Rabiah,my little sister. We sat in the car for ages since there was so much traffic,and then finally got there.We got a bit lost,but we reached the destination safely.
It looked really posh,so I was a bit self-conscious,but I think everyone was. I realised that we were pretty much the only brown family there.:L But then we saw an Arab family and a black family so it was all good.
I'm aware that a lot of the families were racist,and all of them looked at us weird when we got the seats next to the Lord Mayoress.
They opened the awards ceremony with Tribal dancing which was amazing.Like,it took my breath away.About 7 girls aged 9-17 dancing and 2 older women danced,and it just looked awesome.2 guys did the tribal drums and my dad was itching to get up and have a go.Hahaha.
They wanted us to clap along so we did,but a few racist people didn't.:\ They just sat there.D:
One of the girls looked like Chelsea from Eastenders with Rihanna's haircut! Haha. She was really pretty.
After that,Rommi Smith(The judge)gave a speech which was inspiring and she said a great quote by Oscar Wilde:
"History is not to be repeated,but to be rewritten."
It made me wonder,that why the hell were there so many racist families there when it was a Peace Poetry Awards Ceremony?!
The first category was Primary,and they had some sweet quotes from the poems. One of them was:
"When my little brother goes to my grandparents house,I get peace."
"When my little brother goes to my grandparents house,I get peace."
LOL.
By the time it was on the Young Adults category,I weas convinced I wasn't gonna win.I don't remember who came third,but second was super tall black guy with awesome fashion sense.Hahah.His family behind us were commenting on how tall and healthy he looked.::') His poem was amazingly good.
Rommi then went on to say"The winner's poem made me learn something and that's what poems should do.Be memorable and paint pictures in your head. And that's what this poem does."
And my mind was going;"Yeah,not mine.Go Rabiah,it's you.Go Ellie.Go both of you!"
And Rommi goes:
"The winner is...Jim Zwerg-The Freedom Riders!"
"The winner is...Jim Zwerg-The Freedom Riders!"
=O=O=O=O
"...By Mariam A****"
(Don't want paedophiles knowing my name.;))
(Don't want paedophiles knowing my name.;))
And people applauded whilst my mouth was open.Hahaha. I read out the poem,but I don't think people could hear me that well.Rommi said her favourite bit was when I said "Simple smiles in gardens of frowns."
I'm glad she liked it then.(:
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
MLIA
"Today, I was at school wearing my harry potter t-shirt. Then these girls who love twilight and wore the new moon t-shirt came up to me and gave me a dirty look. When they walked away, one of them stopped short came up to me and lifted up her bangs showing a Harry Potter scar underneath. She gave me a high five and said," Im trying to take twilight down undercover." Then she went back to her "friends". This is for you undercover Harry Potter fan. This is for you. MLIA "
-MyLifeIsAverage.
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
Poo Moon
Yeah,went to go see New Moon but not with my friends but my sisters.
We went at a really early time of 11:45. I really wanted to yell some Harry Potter references at the screen,vbut there was a lot of older people in the audience so I figured I wouildn't spoil it for them.
I prefered it to Twilight,but Harry Potter is still Number 1.
Kristen Stewart is still a horrible actress.The wolves were the best.
Chaske,Alex,Kiowa,Taylor,Tyson,and Bronson
are admittedly,not what I imagined,but they did a great job.
Kiowa and Chaske especially.;) Go Embry and Sam!
I am going to go visit Fozia on saturday.I haven't seen her since...year 6.=O Since she went to boarding school,we'll have so much to catch up on! I can't wait.(:
I've been accepted in a Poetry competition for my poem on Jim Zwerg! Shortlisted out of 400 entries and only 10 from our school got in! I doubt I have any chance of winning but this is still cool.Me and Ellie are the ones from Year 9.Her poem is amazing.Undoubtly,she'll probably win something.(:
"To limit a spectrum-that allows such colours
to bounce off the walls,find the light,gind companions and talents.
To see those colours in skins,and the hatred in some eyes.
To live where prejudiced minds massacre rights,
and ugly heads of racism grin in twisted,magnificent glory."
[just the first verse since I'm too lazy to write it all out.]
Music: Anything by Taylor Swift.She's amazing.
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
Updating.
Hello blogging peeps.(:
Yeah,long time no write-y.
Eid-Ul-Adha soon.Fun times.We'll get to stare evilly at the evil kids.;)
School's been pretty busy.I've been invited to go watch New Moon with my friends.Um,yeah,not going. I dn't want to go watch it if Brandon's coming.Not to be mean,but he gets on my nerves very much.Everyone is going to be shushing each other and we won't be able to laugh at the stupidity of it.:|
PE=Shocker.
Shivinder and me had to teach the class our skill,and it turns out we got Distinction+!That's an A+!:D So happy.(:And proud of myself.
Not much drama going on.Everything's great.
Mum says that on Sunday we'll watch 2012 and New Moon.I love my family.
Music?
Lady Gaga-Bad Romance.
Yeah,long time no write-y.
Eid-Ul-Adha soon.Fun times.We'll get to stare evilly at the evil kids.;)
School's been pretty busy.I've been invited to go watch New Moon with my friends.Um,yeah,not going. I dn't want to go watch it if Brandon's coming.Not to be mean,but he gets on my nerves very much.Everyone is going to be shushing each other and we won't be able to laugh at the stupidity of it.:|
PE=Shocker.
Shivinder and me had to teach the class our skill,and it turns out we got Distinction+!That's an A+!:D So happy.(:And proud of myself.
Not much drama going on.Everything's great.
Mum says that on Sunday we'll watch 2012 and New Moon.I love my family.
Music?
Lady Gaga-Bad Romance.
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
Saturday, 24 October 2009
Up
I went to go see Up today with Alex and Rosie. Its so cute! Russel's my favourite,hahaha. Not to spoil it for anyone,but it's really good-but then again,Pixar movies always are.
Mosque=Actually tolerable.Despite the fact Farida is a cow,I've met a new friend.(: Lareib,and she's pretty cool.
Um,thats all I think.
Salaams;
Mariam.
x
We asked Kate and Sheereen if they wanted to come,but they didn't want to watch a 'baby' movie. Oh well-more fool them,since it was a great movie!
I kept my 3D glasses.;)
Holidays now,so I get to lay back and relax.No homework,no stress.Yipee!
Oh and Question Time was great-stupid BNP. Nick Griffith got what he deserved.At leatst I think that's his name.I don't really care if I spelt it wrong-he deserves no respect.Absolutely not. I mean to deny the Holocaust? AND TO CALL MY RELIGION WICKED?!
Urgh.Go rot in hell,ignorant dumbass.¬_¬
Urgh.Go rot in hell,ignorant dumbass.¬_¬
Mosque=Actually tolerable.Despite the fact Farida is a cow,I've met a new friend.(: Lareib,and she's pretty cool.
Um,thats all I think.
Salaams;
Mariam.
x
Saturday, 17 October 2009
Hockey
Song Away-Hockey.
See what the world has done to your man
You know I'm leaving you, you don't need me
Lovin' you wasn't always so easy
This is believe me music, this is forget me music
This is who can love me you know, this ain't no roxy music
This is new form music, this is old form music
This is I paid attention not some makes his prediction music
This is I paid attention not some makes his prediction music
Oh he could let me use it
Tomorrow's just a song away,a song away,a song away...."
ILOVETHISSONG.
Harryyy Potteerrrrrrr
Michael Buble's voice is so soothing.(: And considering the fact that my mum really loves his songs,I can see why this can be seen as weird.But ah well.
Haven't Met You Yet=<3
I feel really horrible.Like I'm full of fatigue,and I have a cold,and a lot of the time,after mosque,I feel like I could drop asleep wherever I am. It's really strange.A bit frustrating as well.:|
Wedding in two days.Also my mum's birthday.What must be frustrating for my mum,is probably her birthday being over-shadowed.But everyone's at a stage that they just can't be bothered anymore.
Although my dress-lengha is reallly pretty,I can understand what they mean.As soon as it's all over,things will,hopefully,go back to normal.
Oh,and I'm doing my scarf differently for school-wrap around,and I think it suits me a lot better.I asked my school friends,and they said they preffered the other one but they don't really have experience in hijab styles. But in mosque,they say my new hijab is better. Well I really like it.
Harry Potter will always prevail over Twilight!:D
Ps;Notice the Gryffindor colours.:) Ahaha.Wow,I'm such a nerd.I need more stuff to do in my life.-_-"
Sunday, 11 October 2009
asher=amazing.
Children who can barely eat, no shoes on their feet
We don't see, we don't read, we don't really need to Self-centered humans be the root of all evil
In this industry, we just feed our egos
Got a seven series and a brand new peacoat
With that "Oh, Oh, look at me yo.
Heard that Asho Milli, he ain't talking about me though
"Yes I am, yo you call yourself a man
But it ain't about the money, it's about what you stand for
We don't see, we don't read, we don't really need to Self-centered humans be the root of all evil
In this industry, we just feed our egos
Got a seven series and a brand new peacoat
With that "Oh, Oh, look at me yo.
Heard that Asho Milli, he ain't talking about me though
"Yes I am, yo you call yourself a man
But it ain't about the money, it's about what you stand for
A million dead, a million scarred
A million bars so you realize you took it to far
With your cars and your guns, ha, hardy har har
Till I'm dead and I'm gone I'm a party too hard
Life's short have a ball, matter fact have two
Yo,the government don't care, here's a big fuck you
A million bars so you realize you took it to far
With your cars and your guns, ha, hardy har har
Till I'm dead and I'm gone I'm a party too hard
Life's short have a ball, matter fact have two
Yo,the government don't care, here's a big fuck you
Who kills the people the gun or the man?
Sunday, 4 October 2009
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I don't see why people whinge about work in school. I'm on top of everything,and hopefully,I'll do good in maths as well. I mean,do well.Hahaa.
Mosque though,is really annoying me. Does it have to be so expensive?! Gosh.
And all the girls who I assumed were sensible,have proven themselves to not be.Grr. It makes me wonder why they wear the hijab.Frustrating.
And I don't want Noreen to come to our school! She wants to be in our form,and everything will be ruined! I like my form,and if she waltzes in and starts talking in her mangee accent,then our form will be...weird. And I won't be used to it.:(
And negativity just because you are single,is silly. I mean,come on! You don't need some guy to complete you.Women are fine as they are. All we need;religion,family,friends,chocolate&anymoviewithJohnnyDepp. S'all good.:)
The Time Traveller's Wife is a great book.It's up there with my favourites,despite some really...weird scenes. It's sad in the end,but not in a way that you'll cry for a long time. Just in a sweet way.If sadness can be sweet...
Oh,and New Moon is approaching.NOOOOOOOOO. I don't really want to go watch it,but I'm being forced to go with my friends. Kate and Sheereen are going to be sighing,and smiling whilst me,Rosie and Alex will want to exit the crap we're watching. And all these fakety-fake girls are annoying me very much.
1.Robert Pattinson.2.Taylor Lautner.
I dread to think who's going to be their next obsession!
*crosses fingers*Just not Jamie Campbell-Bower.He's really nice.(:
Because he's intelligent,and I like that he has a girlfriend whom he really likes. Sure he has some strange features,but he's cool. He's had some good starring roles.I mean,Sweeney Todd and he's gonna be in Harry Potter?! :D This guy is really cool.BUT he's not that good-looking.Then again,I don't mind that.His personality is great.:)
Music I'm enjoying atm:
1.Daniel Merriweather-Red
2.Outlandish-Feels Like Saving The World
2.Outlandish-Feels Like Saving The World
3.Young Soul Rebels-War Child.
4.Cobra Starship-Good Girls Go Bad.
& that's it.
salutations,mariam.♥
Monday, 21 September 2009
Celebrations!
What time of the year is it?!!..........
Eid-Ul-Fitr!:D
[Not drawn by me,by toxicangel-moon on DeviantART.com]
Eid is fun,and exciting and it's great knowing that every Muslim in the world is united by this celebration.And whilst I am more fortunate than Muslims in the middle-east,my prayers go out to them,and I hope that they are okay.
My brother and my dad went to go pray IN THE PARK!!! Which is so cool! We were unsur eof whether girls ae allowed to go,but turned oyut they were.So we're all going to go on Eid-Ul-Adha.I cannot wait! And I'm quite patient as well.;)
My brother and my dad went to go pray IN THE PARK!!! Which is so cool! We were unsur eof whether girls ae allowed to go,but turned oyut they were.So we're all going to go on Eid-Ul-Adha.I cannot wait! And I'm quite patient as well.;)
I find it really weird that now I can eat,after fasting for a month,so I'm catching myself reaching for food and then reclining,thinking that I'm fasting when I'm not.Hahaha.Silly Mariam.
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19th September;
Was my birthday.I am offically fourteen years old.I can feel myself growing wiser and more experienced as well,hahaha.
Was my birthday.I am offically fourteen years old.I can feel myself growing wiser and more experienced as well,hahaha.
A list of my presents:
*Before I Die from Kate.(She inscribed it to me as well,which is sweet.)
*Kissed by An Angel from Sheereen.(Seems like an okay book-more her style than mine,but I'll give it a go.)*A ribbon-pearl necklace from Alex.(I love this.It's so cute.)
*A tenner from Rosie.(Yay,money!XD)
*Another necklace from Ellie.(A very Harry Potteresque one as well.;))
*Perfume from my sister and mum.(Which smells lovely as well.)
*Shoes from my aunt.(They're really cute.)
*Jacket from Zara from my hala.(It's really gorgeous-I'll wear it to school in the summer.)
Which I will admit is not a bad turnout for this year at all.(:
Salaams,/Mariam.<3
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
First full day back.
School was pretty cool.
I mean, it's been an age since I've been,so I'm happy to be back.
And I never realised how tiring it is!I mean, after a half day,I was worn out.
The stupid thing is the fact that Mr.Hall is an idiot who doesn't know anything about children and how to manage a school. :)
I mean, it's been an age since I've been,so I'm happy to be back.
And I never realised how tiring it is!I mean, after a half day,I was worn out.
The stupid thing is the fact that Mr.Hall is an idiot who doesn't know anything about children and how to manage a school. :)
Friday, 4 September 2009
;
Don't grow up,my dear...Just grow better with time and grow more experienced with age...Keep being passionate about whatever you do...keep trying new things...keep patient and keep trying your best.When your Passion starts to fade,stop and reassess who you are,what you are doing,and where your path is leading.The path to God is straight through wilful surrender to God...we know that from the Quran...but the paths of life we walk are adventurous and twisty,if,that is what WANT them to be.
--Dawud Wharnsby Ali
--Dawud Wharnsby Ali
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
September.(:
Yay, it's September! :)
My birthday month,so naturally,I'm excited.
17 days until I'm fourteen!
My birthday month,so naturally,I'm excited.
17 days until I'm fourteen!
There's not much going on at the moment though.I mean, next Tuesday I go back to school, so I'm a bit excited to see everyone.Of course,they've all probably grown and I'll be shorter than them. It's a thing in our family.
These holidays have just been about lying in,writing,watching a hell of a lot of TV, and doing some reading.I'm happy with that.Although I wrote like,40 pages in my notebook,I still have so much to do before the book finishes. My mum says:"You want this badly,so it'll feel great when you achieve it." When my sister bugs me about writing too little.:)
One thing I didn't write about before, was the Japanese boy in town! And me, and my sisters sharing a tiny umbrella and trying to walk quickly to Waterstones.Let's just say we looked like idiots! Haha, and Ayesha was all;"Ooh,look at the Japanese boy." And I turned, and this guy was staring at us in a totally weirded out way. Typical Japanese looks,black hair that had a little pony tail in the back,pink shirt,black pants.I remember that vaguely.
And Rabiah was all;
[smug face]"He was looking at me 'cause of my Japanese clothes(She was wearing a kimono and black jeans)LMAO.^^
Ooh Haruma Miura.;)
Oh my God, in terms of visual entertainment,my mum and my sister can't get enough off Wuthering Heights. We were watching the ITV version of it, and even though the actors were ugly,they still enjoyed it.:)
Cathy looks nice, but Eurgh,look at Heathcliff.:/
Ha! There was this one quote that they loved;
"My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods. Time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees - my love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath - a source of little visible delight, but necessary."
Which I will admit, is quite good in literal similes and metaphors. I mean, Bronte is a genius when it comes to comparisons between inanimate objects and people.
Hah! The conversation that came afterwards was hilarious;
Ayesha;Awww!
Mum;'Cause the leaves will change,and wither, but with Heathcliff,she'll love him forever and always has.
Rabiah;Is that why it's called Withering Heights? 'Cause leaves wither?
Hahahahahahahahahahaaaaa!!!:')Bless her.:)
Oh my God, and in House,KUTNER DIED!!!! I was not expecting that! Kutnerrr....:( I wanted someone else,like Taub or Thirteen or someone. I don't like Thirteen that much anymore. I preferred it in previous seasons when it was the old team, but I must admit,I was getting used to the new one.But then they killed Kutner off! Grr.
Haha,look at strange,nervous constipated looking Kutner.:L
Ha,I am such a nerd. We were watching Aaron Stone(Yes yes, the Disney show) and Aaron was all,Oh god,I got pwned! And me Aash,Rabiah and Ahmed were like WTH!
As if Disney uses 'pwned'. But then, I read on Wikipedia, that Aaron Stone isn't like,produced with all Disney people.
Jason(Stargirl's Leo!:D),Aaron/Charlie,Emma.I think.:
Like Phil Of The Future.:) I liked that show.Ricky Ullman was cool.
But now he's some weird Eminem-rapper wannabe and he changed his name back to his Jewish name,Raviv.Lmao,I laughed when I heard that, but at least he's sticking to his roots. He hasn't let Disney phase him.
Pre-Raviv era.(:
Anyway,I'm trying to finish Ya'sin now. I've 30 days and need to learn 19 aayahs. I can do that easily.:) Even if I do one aayah a day, I'll still be done easily. But my enthusiasm for school isn't shared in Mosque. I enjoy learning things about Islam and things, but they only allow 'trouble-makers' to go to these classes where they learn Ahadeeth. I LIKE Ahadeeth,so why's that a punishment?! For God's sake... And it is.Quite literally.(:
OOOOOOHHH AARON STONE'S BROTHER IS GONNA BE LEO IN STARGIRL!:D
Haha, we thought he was Adam Lambert's brother first,'cause they share a second name(He's called David Lambert),but he's not.:) I think he's okay for the role though.
Anyway,that's about it. I've written loads.
Salutations Readers.
/Mariam.<33
Saturday, 29 August 2009
quiz of the bolding kind.
I found this on someone else's blog, re post if you want a go, and bold the ones that apply to you.
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. - for tv
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast.-people tell me i do.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.-three actually.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.-watching it right now!:)squidward reminds me of ayesha sometimes.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.- i used to when i was little.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to go to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.-i know what it is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. - for tv
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast.-people tell me i do.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.-three actually.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.-watching it right now!:)squidward reminds me of ayesha sometimes.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.- i used to when i was little.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to go to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.-i know what it is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie
Thursday, 27 August 2009
Palestine&Proudness.
Easier said than done.:(
But this is what I'm praying for now.
Inshaallah.
I wish that I could do more than just write stupid blogs. I want to be there-helping,aiding,giving medicine and food. Gah.I feel so useless.
I've been trying to learn Surah Ya'sin, and I'm listening to it right now. I love my religion, and the steady flow of arabic words. Honestly,it's amazing.I say that word a lot,haha.
I am so proud of my sister! Eight A's, and four B's is such an amazing achievment in her GSCE's! She's worked so hard.(:Mashallah,Ayesha,who knows?Maybe one day you might actually become a child pyschologist instead of dancing strangely around the house and laughing at the TV.;) I'm kidding of course. But I honestly am so proud of her...even though she's set the standard high for the rest of us!
So this is a special blog for Ayesha, the maniac/genius/girl who always goes for the guy with the wife and kid.
Congratulations!
Salutations,Readers.
/Mariam.<33
Sunday, 23 August 2009
Holy Month=Yay!
"Ramadan Is Here, The Muslim's Holy Month-Let Us All Be Prepaaarrreeeed!"
I cannot tell you how happy I am that it's Ramadan.
It's amazing to see that every Muslim in the entire world, for one month, are enclosed together to think about God-to empathise with the burden that others have, and just think about Allah. I mean, every year I find myself reminiscing about the times in Saudi Arabia... Because it's such a peaceful place, and everyday we prayed, and breathed in the same air that the Prophet(SAW) breathed in.And you can just feel your soul getting closer to Allah. It made such a lasting impression on me, that now, everytime I make a shortened version of Salah, I don't feel...complete. It's strange.:/ But true.
The only difference this year, is that it's sunny. I've become used to Ramadan being a time when the leaves were falling and everything is orange,red,yellow. The colours make it vivid. I like it like that. But now, it's sunny... I don't know-I don't really like sunny weather that much. 
The rain is cool.
It makes everything look incandescent, and splashing in puddles is good. (: Haha, I'm so used to British weather, that it's strange it's sunny.Moving on, I'm happy that it's nearly my birthday!(: Yay. I'm eager to find out what my family and friends are thinking of buying me. I mean, I've dropped hints that I want The Mortal Instruments books-because everyone whose read them,loves them.
Plus,they're compared to Twilight so I can bag on Twilight more.Hahaha. I just hate Stephenie Meyer so much. Everything about her is so annoying. Stupid Mary-Sue creating fat lady. I mean, Rabiah finished New Moon and I can tell that she disliked it. Thought it was daft. Because Bella thoughts are so bloody boring! I mean, I know it's Ramadan and I shouldn't back-bite and things...but when someone is so crap, you've no choice. Okay, yes you have a choice...but it's hard.
Edward=Gary Stu.("Stu Gary!" "No,Gary Stu!" "NO,GARY STEWWW!")
Bella=An insult to every female heroine and quite blatantly Smeyer in weirdie-crappyliterature-form.
DIE BELLA, DIEEE!
Anyway, that's just one thing I'd like-The Mortal Instruments, not Bella dying. But, I'd be happy if she did anyway.
I've read the synopsis on Wikipedia, and Jace is pretty obviously the character that Ayesha is going to be dying over. I mean, every guy she fancies has an arrogant look about him.HAHA. Except Sam.(: Okay, maybe a little bit. But that's 'cause I know her, and she wouldn't like Sam if he was normal.
I just realised that maybe Dean, one of my characters, could be seen as a Gary Stu. :/ I don't want Dean to be seen as a Gary Stu! I need to go and edit him, and let him have some flaws. Because they all have flaws. :) I love my characters. Ja, and I won't make them into Gary's and Mary's intentionally.
Hm, I think that's it.
Will update when I have something worth updating;
Salutations,Readers.
/Mariam.<33
Friday, 7 August 2009
"Start pretending like you care about me."
Hello people.
Well I haven't typed in this in an insanely long time. My apologies,people of the blogging world. Basically, Rosie's wedding is finished and I'm so happy for her because she's a really nice cousin and so is Noshee.:) Everyone in Nottingham is so friendly,in comparison to people over here. Anyway, it was sad for her mum and but she looked so beautiful in her hijab.
I am actually missing my friends from school a lot now. There's nothing to do. And Maya's fun to talk to though,when they're all having fun elsewhere. I'm writing more in my notebook now. I attempt to try and finish the first draft this Summer. Not a lot to do now.:(
Well thats it,really.
Salutations,Readers.
/Mariam.<3
Well I haven't typed in this in an insanely long time. My apologies,people of the blogging world. Basically, Rosie's wedding is finished and I'm so happy for her because she's a really nice cousin and so is Noshee.:) Everyone in Nottingham is so friendly,in comparison to people over here. Anyway, it was sad for her mum and but she looked so beautiful in her hijab.
I am actually missing my friends from school a lot now. There's nothing to do. And Maya's fun to talk to though,when they're all having fun elsewhere. I'm writing more in my notebook now. I attempt to try and finish the first draft this Summer. Not a lot to do now.:(
Well thats it,really.
Salutations,Readers.
/Mariam.<3
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
"& I Don't Feel Like I'm Falling..."
I've never realised how pretty the stars look like on the motorway.
My head was leaning on the side and looking up, it was amazing to see a dark blue sky dotted with white lights so bright that they pulsed and intensified everytime I looked up. It had been a long day, so it was so peaceful to just look at them and contemplate things. I mean, I know I'm the deep-thinker when it comes to things like this. Ayesha and Rabiah were just teasing about my fascination, but I didn't mind. They're my sisters-that's what they're supposed to do,right?Otherwise it would feel strange if they didn't.
I've realised that whilst I don't do it intentionally, sometimes I push Rabiah away. And I'm ashamed of it, because she's my little sister and I'm meant to be one of her rolemodels-someone who she can turn to and things. Sure, we all have our mum, but she's also meant to have me and Ayesha. I saw that yesterday when Ayesha was being an idiot towards her and I frowned, realising that whilst she's considered mature now, she's still young. So I made Aysh apologise to her, and she actually did.(: It's nice when we all listen to each other.
Anyway, we were on the motorway because of my first cousin's wedding ceremonies in Nottingham. Waa. They're long, and we have to get all dolled-up and things. It's...tiring.But it makes you question what the bride and grrom's family has to do, in preparation and things. Anyway, it was the Mehndi,which my mum says is actually like a Hen Night which made me laugh, and we have to,in pairs, go and feed her mataii and also put some mehndi on her hand. Ayesha and I did it, and you could tell Rosie was already sick of having to eat so much mataii, but that's tradition.(:
And the day after that was the Nikhaa, which is when you sign the papers saying you're married.
I actually have two more of those ceremonies coming up again,which is for the groom's side, and two parties and then another wedding which is my uncles. Stressing.:/
I never expected my Summer to be so...wedding-filled, since that's the only way to describe it. I had already planned me finishing off the novel,Questions & Answers.
But everytime I try, I just...can't. I've no idea why either! I mean, there's nothing I enjoy like getting lost in Yasmina's mind. Which is my sisters, so I know it pretty well. I pride myself on that. Anyway, I've done 154 pages and that's half-way to 200, but I have got to stop thinking that that's enough, and get side-tracked.
I dream about my characters all the time and what with watching the latest Harry Potter movie, I squealed at Blaise Zabini and his perfect Dean face! Anyway, note to self-get back on the novel wagon!!!
Oh my god, Kate loved her birthday present.:') Well, why wouldn't she? I made her a Jasper shirt fgs.:D Oh yeah, I totally understand her.(; I mean, watching trailers at the beginning of HP, I realised how much we have in common, and she's a sweet girl. And Alex,Rosie,Sheereen and Danielle make me realise how much my friends mean to me.<33
I'm not sure whether to make amends with Ayesha or not. I'm trying, because that's what being a good Muslim is, putting the past behind you and trying to please people even if it doesn't please yourself,you know? Allah will always reward you.
And I miss her. Sure, it wasn't plain-sailing, but we had a good time. I know her better than I know myself. So that's it. I'm planning one day where we can catch up properly.
I have a sudden obsession with The Killers,Asher Roth,and Jonas Brothers. Brandon Flowers is an amazing man,Asher is funny yet confusing and JoBro's are so charismatic!
To Kill A Mockingbird= An amazing book that everyone should read. I am so happy Miss Lamping bought this for me and I'm going to thank her for it after the holidays because she sure does know which books her students will enjoy! Harper Lee makes everything so beautiful,poignant, and then warm humour slaps you in the face so quickly, so suddenly, that you just smile. It's amazing. I don't want to finish it!
Mosque Exams means lots of studyuing which is what I am going to do, even on the road trips to Nottingham.
Ha! I have a lot of things to rant about, but I think this is enough.
Salutations,readers.
/Mariam.<3
My head was leaning on the side and looking up, it was amazing to see a dark blue sky dotted with white lights so bright that they pulsed and intensified everytime I looked up. It had been a long day, so it was so peaceful to just look at them and contemplate things. I mean, I know I'm the deep-thinker when it comes to things like this. Ayesha and Rabiah were just teasing about my fascination, but I didn't mind. They're my sisters-that's what they're supposed to do,right?Otherwise it would feel strange if they didn't.
I've realised that whilst I don't do it intentionally, sometimes I push Rabiah away. And I'm ashamed of it, because she's my little sister and I'm meant to be one of her rolemodels-someone who she can turn to and things. Sure, we all have our mum, but she's also meant to have me and Ayesha. I saw that yesterday when Ayesha was being an idiot towards her and I frowned, realising that whilst she's considered mature now, she's still young. So I made Aysh apologise to her, and she actually did.(: It's nice when we all listen to each other.
Anyway, we were on the motorway because of my first cousin's wedding ceremonies in Nottingham. Waa. They're long, and we have to get all dolled-up and things. It's...tiring.But it makes you question what the bride and grrom's family has to do, in preparation and things. Anyway, it was the Mehndi,which my mum says is actually like a Hen Night which made me laugh, and we have to,in pairs, go and feed her mataii and also put some mehndi on her hand. Ayesha and I did it, and you could tell Rosie was already sick of having to eat so much mataii, but that's tradition.(:
And the day after that was the Nikhaa, which is when you sign the papers saying you're married.
I actually have two more of those ceremonies coming up again,which is for the groom's side, and two parties and then another wedding which is my uncles. Stressing.:/
I never expected my Summer to be so...wedding-filled, since that's the only way to describe it. I had already planned me finishing off the novel,Questions & Answers.
But everytime I try, I just...can't. I've no idea why either! I mean, there's nothing I enjoy like getting lost in Yasmina's mind. Which is my sisters, so I know it pretty well. I pride myself on that. Anyway, I've done 154 pages and that's half-way to 200, but I have got to stop thinking that that's enough, and get side-tracked.
I dream about my characters all the time and what with watching the latest Harry Potter movie, I squealed at Blaise Zabini and his perfect Dean face! Anyway, note to self-get back on the novel wagon!!!
Oh my god, Kate loved her birthday present.:') Well, why wouldn't she? I made her a Jasper shirt fgs.:D Oh yeah, I totally understand her.(; I mean, watching trailers at the beginning of HP, I realised how much we have in common, and she's a sweet girl. And Alex,Rosie,Sheereen and Danielle make me realise how much my friends mean to me.<33
I'm not sure whether to make amends with Ayesha or not. I'm trying, because that's what being a good Muslim is, putting the past behind you and trying to please people even if it doesn't please yourself,you know? Allah will always reward you.
And I miss her. Sure, it wasn't plain-sailing, but we had a good time. I know her better than I know myself. So that's it. I'm planning one day where we can catch up properly.
I have a sudden obsession with The Killers,Asher Roth,and Jonas Brothers. Brandon Flowers is an amazing man,Asher is funny yet confusing and JoBro's are so charismatic!
To Kill A Mockingbird= An amazing book that everyone should read. I am so happy Miss Lamping bought this for me and I'm going to thank her for it after the holidays because she sure does know which books her students will enjoy! Harper Lee makes everything so beautiful,poignant, and then warm humour slaps you in the face so quickly, so suddenly, that you just smile. It's amazing. I don't want to finish it!
Mosque Exams means lots of studyuing which is what I am going to do, even on the road trips to Nottingham.
Ha! I have a lot of things to rant about, but I think this is enough.
Salutations,readers.
/Mariam.<3
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